Wednesday, April 17, 2024

Waiting for Approval



Well that could be the title of my life, but less profoundly I am actually  waiting to see if my request for a study sabbatical will be approved.  I thought that documenting my time away from the NYC Public Schools would be, fun?  So here I am.  

I took a brief look at some other sabbatical blogs and lets just say I am so very grateful that this will not be a competition, because I have already lost.  The pictures and the travel!  The self improvement and the discovery!  Then who knows...maybe I too will be a shiny, happy person at the end of this experience! 

My plans for travel are negligible, for many reasons.  

  1. I didn't win the lottery and I am bit long in the tooth for a hostel. 
  2. I like my life here
  3. To go deep, I don't feel compelled to go far. 
  4. I'd miss my doggies! 
  5. I like my family
  6. There is so much here that I want to do. 
I think the first and foremost that will have to improve is my photography.  I have taken up a very casual bird watching interest but so far I have not capture a single good picture of a bird and some of these birds have been still and inches from me. I could just take from the stock photos and say this is the bird that I saw!  This is the body I feel like I have now that I ate a salad!  This is how my garden may look one day!  I think I'm onto something here. 

However is another issue with the sabbatical blogging competition is that my interests are fairly pedestrian.  You know, family, a bit of baking, a bit of gardening, a bit or knitting (any itty bit of knitting as I'm really bad at it).  In fact written out it is clear that my calling was to be maybe a pioneer  or an Amish woman. 

My sabbatical theme is pretty straight forward; do less of what I don't want to do and more of what I do and try to shut down the whiny, nonstop guild for not living up to an expectation that only exists in my mind that I constantly try to reinforce by the media I chose to consume to feed my guilt, which though not fun is at least familiar. 




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Waiting for Approval

Well that could be the title of my life, but less profoundly I am actually  waiting to see if my request for a study sabbatical will be appr...